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She's inside you!

It's 2018, a 14 year old is peeking through the window of her school van and imagining what life would be after 20s, will she able to afford her own shed and food, she is too sure that no one would give her a job. She thinks of a home where the colour of the curtains are off white and they are moving gently with the soft cold wind, making the wind chime play a sweet music. Her man is chopping something in the kitchen and calling her with a cliche name while she is busy painting her nails and reading a book. The smell of the dish he is making isn't too strong to cut the smell of the fresh bedsheet. But as the school arrived, this was paused! She used to wonder what it would feel like to live such a life and more importantly is such a life possible to her? She is me and I am her, I am living the life she once imagined, though the colour of my curtains are brown to cut the sunlight as it bothers me on weekends, and the wind chime is still in my home decor list, I will buy if for s...

Elder Sister Diaries 👩‍👦

I think I stopped being a child when I turned 8 and realized that I am big sister now. The feeling was indeed joyful. If I start from the start, I am afraid I will give too much details (as I am bad at keeping it short and crisp), but as it's my blog I think I can be the real flawful me.  So it was a random afternoon and my mom asked me to take a nap which I usually refused to but this time she bribed me by saying "I will share a secret if you come and sleep with me", I ran and jumped onto the bed to listen to her. She told me that it can be possible that I am going to have a brother or sister soon, but as it is not confirmed yet I should keep this to myself and refrain from telling it to anyone. Me on the other hand waiting rigorously for this moment in my life where I will get an all time partner to play, to call my own, to share my things with, to go to birthday parties with and who does not have to leave when the play time is over (this last one was the most important...